What I love about the country is I can walk into the night and disappear. No noise, no complaints, no disrespect just total silence.
I can look up and see the stars across the sky, the moon shining down. I can see the sun as it sets in shades of blue, purple, red and violet. And as the sun disappears, so do I.
I can walk away into the night, close my eyes and pretend everything's alright. I can breath deep and fight the tears. I can listen to my music and let it cleanse my soul. Close my eyes and ignore the pain inside.
I can't explain how I feel anymore. And I'm not sure your listening anyways. I'm tired of yelling and fighting, kissing an making up. I just wan us back to the way we were.
But I'm not holding my breath, I'm not even sure that your listening. It's the same old song, seems like we've been doing this for so long. You know I'll never walk away, I'll never leave you, but I never imagined I'd have to protect my heart from you. You were my champion, my prince.... But this isn't a fairy tale and I'm not a princess.
So I'll stay with you, but please understand if I withdraw my heart from your hands it's because you've already shattered it and I can't rely on you to put it back together.
Is that a song? Sounds like things aren't going well?
ReplyDeleteNah it's not a song although if I came up with a corus it could be... Not a bad idea
ReplyDeleteIt saddens me to hear you are in pain. Give it time, time heals all wounds, hmm, so does girls night out :)
ReplyDeleteSo sorry you're feeling this way. :( Hope things start looking up for you soon.
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